Why fear this moment?

She resists this perspective because she wanted realization to look a certain way. She wanted it the way she had read about it when even she knew every experience to be a unique jewel of one’s multifaceted being.

While there was freedom in an infinite dimension, it’s only added up by very human ones. A collective; poured into a soul. What it was right now naturally felt big and small. Somewhere in between. Desperately, she looks over her shoulder once then in the end cause, pushes past.

Because denial was always easier.